It is snowing here:):) it makes me happy!

So finally I visited the urologist, and it turned out I that  have chronical urinal inflammation. He made an ultrasonic examination, my renals and bladder is ok. I had to pee as well, and  in my urine there was visible blood and pus. I got scared when the assistant told me that. The doctor prescribed me an antibiotic for 2 weeks, and if my disease won't disappear, he will breed the bacterias of my urine. But I hope this antibiotic can help me, because I've already suffered so much because of that:(

Yesterday my boyfriend and me decided to go to the cinema to see some good movie (NOT a Hollywood shit), and it succeeded, so I thought I advertise it here, because I think everybody must see it! The title of it is : Green Butchers- made in 2003. It is a Danish comedy, and simply fantastic,at least for me. Abstract, morbid, entertaining, funny and unique.
The story is about  Svend and Bjarne who work for a butcher in a small Danish town. Fed up with their boss' arrogance, they decide to start their own butcher shop. After dismal beginnings, an unfortunate accident happens( the electrician gets closed in the freezer of the shop and dies) which coincides with a large order of meat.( they sell the best parts of the dead body) One hasty decision leads to another and soon the business thrives. In the meantime, Bjarne has to deal with his twin brother, Eigil,  who has been in coma for years following a terrible car accident...
So that's the story in the main lines, I hope I made mood for you to watch the movie:)
Anyway, I am happy now, I could have finally a  100 ml Coco Chanel parfume only for 20 euros:)

I can't tolerate stupidity. A girl wrote me an email from Germany, that she'd like to be my penpal. She was very enthusiastic and nice...( well, she seemed to be) I wrote her immediately back, and sent a photo of me, and asked her if we could change a few emails(2-3) before starting  penpalling. And today I get this answer: "sorry emailing is nothing for me".  And that's all. No hello, no goodbye, no intelligence. I became angry and disappointed, because I don't like emails, either, I just adviced to change A FEW, I guess it is not a big thing, and at least you know something about the person who you write to. So I replied her "email" and told her my opinion about her behaviour. I am sure she won't reply. I know I shouldn't be pissed off, but it is so annoying!!!!
What do you think LJ friends??
Anyway, last week my roommates and our bf-s were on a great party, here are some photos:)

I am very hopeless by now, so I thought I should ask you for advice or help, maybe you can say something plus. I have a recurring "illness" years ago , it's most known name is cystitis or bladder inflammation. It occurs mainly in women's organization, but for me it seems I will have to live together with this annoying disease. Firstly I always thought it's because I didn't take care of myself, I sit down on cold places, I didn't cover my waist, or I walked on the cold floor. But it doesn't matter any more... I try to be careful, but sometimes I wake up in the morning with the feeling: again... without a reason!! Maybe some of you felt the same, and some of you may have experiences(I hope no)  so you surely know how excruciating it is. You have micturation, that you always have to pee, but when you go to the toilet you can't pee and you just feel the burning pain...I used to take shit medicaments, I used to drink liters of tea to clean my renals, but the feeling comes back in a few hours, days or a week. So it's abnormal. Last week I went to the doctor and asked him for help. He couldn't tell me anything new, he said it's maybe becasue of antibaby tablets, but for me it's not vaginal, it's for me in my urethra. He prescribed me a new medicament, which I have never taken before, but of course I haven't got  in the pharmacy yet. I was in 2 pharmacies, none of them had the medicament. So I have to try in Budapest maybe... the name of it is: Valurinal. What should I do?? I really tried everything, but no final solution.

I am soooooo nervous!! As some of you know my mother works in Austria, and sometimes she sends me letter with money. So happened this a few days ago, she posted some lines with 50 euros and 50 dollars ( I have to go to doctor that's why  she sent more money than she used to) . She phoned me if I got it, and I told her, yes of course, but without money - I thought she forgot it or something- . She laughed and believed I was joking, becasue the money should have been in the envelope.  But it wasn't. We didn't understand, so I looked the envelope better, and by the  lower right corner it was cut very very carefully, it was almost invisible... somebody took my money away... I am curious in which country did it happen...Anyway, I just can't imagine how someone can be so fucking evil, selfish and inhuman... ok, maybe the letter was not the safest solution, but earlier it never happened... I just felt sorry for my mother, she worked hardly for this money:(((

It seems I am going to lose my job, or maybe I have already lost it... because of my bad decision. A Hungarian man came home from the USA (I met him his summer) and called me if we could meet... I told him ok, becasue I thought I would never meet him again ( he is old and I don't think he'll ever come home) so I refused working that day... The boss was very angry, and my explanation didn't matter... This story made me think of my personality, whether I am able to think and behave as an adult. All in all I feel very bad, I need this job, and I liked it... I NEED MONEY!!
Anyway, I made tiramisu this weekend, and it is very delicious:) I can' t cook, I rather make sweets, so I am happy for that:)
And an other problem: I don't know what to do with my Australian penpal. I "know" her 1,5 year ago, but not many letters have been changed. My  main problem is that she writes thousand of pages, mostly about unimportant things, and I am always lost in details... that's why I even don't know her basic background and infos. She writes at least 30 pages, typed, and she sends me sms-s in which she writes me how long letter she's going to send...
Beside this she is nice and it seems she likes me, but this reasons made me suspicious to think that she send the same letters to everyone... What should  I do???

I don't wonder if you forgot me, but I rather hope you remember me:) I know I disappeared and I didn't post an entry ages ago, but now I'm back, becasue my life seems to be organised again:) However I didn't post, I used to read your entries, I just was in a chaotic period and I was not in an entry posting mood.
So, many many things happened to me in summer and in school. It'd be too long and boring to write everything, so I just share the latest news.

After the summer I came back to Szeged to the university to start my 3rd year, well, rather my 2nd, because I have to repeat one year:(( That's why in this semester I have just a few lessons, so I wanted to be useful, and I work from yesterday in a pub. It looks great, and my first day wasn't as bad as I expected. It can be quite hard to keep in my head every table's order, but the guests were friendly and understanding. I work there 2 times a week, from 7pm- 2 at night. The place is mainly visited by students, so no "without teeth alcoholics":)
I post some pictures about the pub, called Zápor.
Anyway, in the beginning of September I visited my mum in Austria again, and I see her next time in the end of November:(
And finally a summary of my summer: festival, USA, Iron Maiden concert, newborn puppies, parties:)
All in all, I hope I can get back into LJ friend's circle:)

I have a herpes on my mouth, I look so ugly:(((((((((((((

Today in the morning it turned out that in summer my cousin and me are going to travel to America:)) My grandmother's sister moved out in 1956, and her son visited us last year, so we thought it's our round to go there, and the reply on our email was quick and nice, we only have to say the date, and we can stay there 2 weeks:)) Actually, I am not attracted by the USA, what's more, I rather hate it, but it will be good and useful to see it at least once. Plus we don't have to pay for a hotel, for food, so why not to try??
What I'm afraid the most is 10 hours of sitting on the plane:/

Anyway, I am very well nowadays, I am over my ex-relationship depression, my mother came home, and even the weather seems to getting sunny:))

And a letter arrived from maa_baby last week, thank you dear:)